| STILL FUCKED UP FROM LAST NIGHT.... HA! |
[13 Jun 2006|07:10pm] |
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FUCK YOU GUYS.... IM OVER IT!!!!!! O, AND I LOVE SCOTTY'S DICK.... LMAO JUST KIDDING, BUT SERIOUSLY, HES SO FUCKING AWESOME , I MIGHT ACTUALLY BE IN LOVE AND I DIDNT THINK IT WAS POSSIBLE.......... O YES... THE WORLD IS ENDING, LETS PARTY NAKED!!!!!!!!!!1
SHIT HAPPENS WHEN YOU PARTY NAKED!!!!!!!!!
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SoOoOo last night i told scotty i was falling in love, and then i got really nervous and started to put my clothes back on (o yes, we were both naked, lol, from previous activities) and he just started kissing me and hugging me and telling me he wouldnt let me go and all that good stuff, o yea and then we had sex again....and it was AWESOME! with this kid its NEVER boring, we tried to fake a fight last night just so we could make up, lmao it was the funniest shit ever! and tonight my madre is going out of town with all the kids and guess who gets so stay home.....hmmm ME! AND deanna and tony are coming over, and of course so is scotty, and i plan on getting shit faced... so yea, and i found out i have to quit smoking or certain cells in my cervix will turn cancerous... o yea the news keeps on getting better... graduation night sucked cause i had the flu and i was sick and i couldnt party hardy, but scotty was there so he made me feel better, he made me feel even more better the following night when we werent at deannas. My life can be so pleasant... but i wana go to the olive garden for lunch and no one has money to go lol, losers... and scotty is working, and im callinmg deanna right now, but she just got back from new jersey,..... and she doesnt wanna go either... pheww buttheads.... but im gunna go and bother mom about taking me to lunch i'll write later
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| I fucking LOVE spring break!!!! |
[15 Apr 2006|06:00pm] |
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SEX, DRUGS, AND ALCOHOL!!!! I FUCKIN LOVE MY LIFE!!! BUT NUTHIN TO DO MONDAY, CALL ME IF YOU WANNA C A MOVIE.... YOU KNO WHO YOU ARE, CONSIDER THIS AMENDS BEFORE WE NEVER C EACH OTHER AGAIN......
'SPOTTED DICK SIR?"
"HUH?"
"SPOTTED DICK?"
"I CANT BELIEVE THIS GUY, IM TRYING TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT AND THIS GUYS ASKING ME IF I'VE GOT THE CLAP!"
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[05 Feb 2006|08:44pm] |
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sOoOo.... i had to get a new cell phone and a new number, because some guys wouldnt leave me alone, and they were ringing up my cell bill.... im sure you got the new number though, and if you didnt, its probebly because i hate you, and i think you are the most fucked up bitch ever, and/or i want you to disapear... forever...hmm, im sure you can pick one, n e ways, my life has been AWESOME, i dunno its been really good, i had a great time hanging out with robbie and chris and all those ppl last saturday... seriously the best time i've had, and i didnt even have to get drunk... hmm... and although nick said something really hurtful today at work,... he apologized, and he made me feel better along with someother ppl, and ive been working really hard at work, cause in three months im planning on becoming 3rd key, and i got a message from josh smith's girlfriend, she called me desperate for likeing him in 9th grade, yea definetly not right, i was with rob in 9th, and i think shes the desperate one for hunting me down and badgering me about some stupid shit that happened 3 yrs ago! WTF! some ppl... but o well... i have to go, cause im tired,... i'll write more later
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| freaks!!!! |
[08 Jan 2006|07:04pm] |
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SoOo,... its a little weird sittin next to dennis in 1st period, but o well,... THATS MY SEAT! lol, the single life is acyually not bad... its kinda fun... hmm... i dunno, im hearin a lot of bullshit rumors though... if you hear one, and you DONT kno if its true, just fuckin ask me instead of telling your gay ass friends, im so tired of that shit, lol, i dont wanna re-live that crap, its useless drama.... but none of the rumors are true... that i kno for a fact, cause they're about me, lol, i think i would kno.... hmm,... nothin new to report, im not going to Illinois n e more, i have no ideas as to what im doing... actually i have a couple of ideas... i think im gettin a 2nd job at mrs. fields... fun stuff, im gunna get so fat eating so many cookies, lol, o well... later
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| we're only liars, but we're the best |
[03 Jan 2006|06:39pm] |
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soOoOo..... unless your aaron, you dont kno that i broke up with dennis, last thurs.... yea,... i just couldnt be in a relationship where he never wanted to see me, and never made an effort to see me, and NEVER called me... i like him alot... but i couldnt be in a relationship where i wandered if it was that same for him.... it was so hard sitting next to him today OMG! he was being such a JERK! i feel so bad... i HATE breakin up with ppl... i think the next time i date will be for real... i want the real thing, if i can find it... hmm
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[25 Dec 2005|09:29pm] |
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Im in a weird mood.... im an open book... ask me n e thing , i'll answer honestly...
A S K M E A N Y T H I N G
::and to clear somthing up in my last entry, me and dennis r fine.... i just dont kno sometimes... i like him its just... i dont kno, im crazy
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[25 Dec 2005|01:24pm] |
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i HATE christmas.... it reminds me of last year, and how happy i was... we were.... christmas reminds me of you,... and how badly ive screwed things up,... and how i dont think i can un-do them.... even though i wish i could... my dad rented open water this weekend, how ironic... as if the signs couldnt be more blunt...-" HEY YOU SCREWED UP"- yes i kno.... but what is life but made of screw ups... for some odd reason,.... ive thought of you a lot lately... and my favorite moment we shared around this time, the moment i kno ive told you it was my favorite,.... cause i rememeber everything about it... its crazy,... it started with a song, then with something dennis said, and then christmas, and the movie... everythings falling apart... i dont even kno if we're going to Il. n e more, or if me and dennis are gunna work,.... i dont kno n e thing right now, i finally got my car back, it would b so easy to see you right now, but what would you say,... would you scream at me, would you hit me,... would you hug me, mayb even kiss me?? i dont kno... mayb ive said too much
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| I'll do your daddy... |
[06 Dec 2005|04:25pm] |
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"Can you believe this guy,... Im trying to get somehting to eat and hes asking me if i've got the clap!"
"no, but perhaps my friend would like some spotted dick"
i watched that last night, and sadly i thought about you,i missed you, i thought about how badly you honestly hurt me , and how i hide it by being a bitch to you, and now everyone, but it makes me feel better... how many years has it been, and you just threw it away all in one night, i think about my list of ppl i trust and how you use to be number one on it, and how now your not even on it n e more... and it hurts... i wanna talk to you, but then i dont wanna talk to you, i have no trust... i dont think you know y i dont wanna b around you most of the time... i want us to be friends... but whats friendship without trust?? you tell me....
n e ways... moving on, ill get my car back b fore christmas, im so excited... my x-mas break might be saved after all... ill prolly hang out with kim, cause i miss her and ill hang out with deanna cause shes awesome, and who-ever else comes along... today was me and dennis's 1 month... can you believe it, one month... its a good relationship, its different, and i talked to aaron for the first time today, he thought i was talkin shit, but i wasnt, and he wasnt talkin shit about me either, so once again things are back to normal... nick came to see me last night, and told me how he wanted to die, and for once i didnt care, what was i suppose to say??? dont? hes trying to play the sympathy card on me to get me back... he told me he still loved me, and i asked myself if i actually believed that... what is love n e ways? somhow i dont think it exists n e more... or if it ever did. like aaron use to say... love is just a chemical in the brain.... i believe it fucks you up!
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| FUCK EM' ALL |
[26 Nov 2005|12:12pm] |
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Not that i wanna give you fuckers the satisfaction of knowing that my life finally went shity... again... i got into an accident the day before thanksgiving... ya, i kno what im thankful for.. fuck that shit... wasnt my fault though... someone pulled out in front of me at a fucking intersection... WHO DOES THAT SHIT!?¿ the only nice thing was that aaron robingson called me from michigan to see if i was alright... hes so sweet, and kim was understanding about me having to crash our plans (i love that girl) and dennis showed up at my house and i got to hang out with him,and he was ssooo cute about it, even though i looked horrible, apparently the whole black under the eyse thing isnt cute n e more, lol.... im taking my car into the shop tomoro night and hopefully it will be done in two weeks.. otherwise ill kill my self... thanksgiving was good, i think my 1st cusin' is in LOVE with me though, hes like 5 yrs old, and hes adorable,... lol,... yea, but from experience, i kno that dating younger than you turns into a disaster, someone always gets hurt and you try for it to not be you, but it ends up being you n e ways, and then you forget about it, forget it ever happened, and you move on... cause thats all you can do. wow, n e ways, i wonder what dennis is doing... i miss him... i think i'll call him..."bye bye"
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| another "work" weekend |
[20 Nov 2005|09:21pm] |
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SoOo.....just to clear something up, in case he reads this.. IM not the one posting in your LJ,... i kno who is, but it definetly isnt me, i have better things to do... but i do the smiley faces too, so i can understand the connection... n e who, this weekend has really brightened my eyes as far as :whose in my life and whose out of it: but i washed my car and then i felt better, lol... but im really tired and im gunna go to bed.... "bye bye"
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| another FUCKING day in "raw-chester" |
[14 Nov 2005|09:53pm] |
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SO... today was gay, but lets re-cap on the weekend, i called off of work thurs. because it was kims 18 b-day, and i picked her up from skool, and we went so she could get the same tattoo as me and deanna, and then when we picked up jeff, her bf, i took them because they both wanted another tattoo, while they were getting it, i drove to dennis's to see him, cause i missed him... then at her house later that night, we drank yaeger mysters, and i drak two shots, i drank a full cup in like 3 min. i finished jeffs drink, and i drank all of kims... needless to say, i was GONE, i forgot who i was, i called deanna and i forgot who she was i changed my name to christina, and then back to erica cause someone reminded me that dennis liked "erica", i forgot where i was and who i was and who everyone around me was... and i heard i was also crawling everwhere, but hey guess what, I DIDNT THROW UP!! i passed out on her floor, and woke up the next morning still drunk, i for got how i got home, and that i brought doug to work... yep, then friday, i went to hang out with sam and deanna and julia, and they went to c saw 2 again, but i didnt want to so i went to jons, and hung out and created a world of war craft character, thats right fuckers, im learning to play, LAME! and we whached Incredibles, and matrix... and me and sam got taco bell at like 3 in the morning... than the next day, me and sam drove to naples, and we had to ask some toothless guy where the fuck the mall was, and i think we caught something, and i asked to touched some guys hair.. I AM UNSTOPPABLE! YEA... then i went home, and showered and picked up dennis cause he was coming over to my house for a change to meet the family... scary thought, and then we went back to his house like two hours later, and hung out and then i left at 930 for my own reasons, and went back 20 minutes later, cause he called me, and i was there till like 12-ish, and then i left and went home... cause i was tired... and sunday me and kim and jeff went to the mall, he bought me wendys... how nice., and i ran into my ex- aaron (farm-boy) and that was awkward, and he hugged me, and i was just like freakin' a... and yea... they're coming to visit me weds. and now dennis finally called me so im definetly gunna finish this later...
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| Nothing new... Except Im FUCKING you... haha |
[07 Nov 2005|11:25am] |
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So, im really bored right now, but at least i saw dennis today, thats cool, its awesome that we're dating, i hope he calls me later when he gets off work, cause i wanna go over there and see him, and get a kiss, lol, cause im crazy, and i like a nerd..lol, but hey whose perfect? i dont kno, my tattoo feels better, it stung last ngiht, but maybe thats because when i went to see dennis, he went to hug me and he accidently rubbed it, lol,.. ABUSE... maybe ill post a pic of it if sam feel slike takin a pic of it, lol... mayb i could get naked and she could take a pic of it... oohhh thats good. hmm, well im gunna go and day dream,... i have no clue what about, mayb about naked homeless ppl fighting for a half eaten mcdonalds burger, lol, wow im a freak... o well
"Hi, would you like to buy a keychain, im trying to raise money to go to college..... Your mom goes to college"
"Dont be jelous cause i've been chatting with hot babes all day"
"Chinese otter"
"A real friend would have had my back last night....Looks like Jimmie got there first"
Bye Bye
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| Fucking Awesome |
[06 Nov 2005|10:08pm] |
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Dude, im so dating Dennis...... :-)
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| Really REALLY liked = Fucked up shit |
[03 Nov 2005|10:44pm] |
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I like this kid ssOoOo much, and we're not dating,...yet, but its killing me, he's all i can think about and the last time i was over we got a LOT closer and i wish that i could re-run that day for the rest of my life... we're the same exact person, we match, thats all there is to it...blah! im not going to school tomorro, cause i dont feel like it, lol, i wont miss n e thing, i got paid today that meens i get my last tattoo sunday... yay i really hope he calls me over the weekend..... hes so... GREAT...hmmbut yea, im suppose to go to the movies tomorro, lol, we'll c how that goes...
"Fuck Bees"
"Bye Bye"
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| and yet another GREAT weekend..... |
[30 Oct 2005|07:43pm] |
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So last night was AWESOME, i saw Saw 2 again, with kim, and her boyfriend Jeff, and Dennis,.... heart... :-) and it sounds like Sam and Deanna's night was awesome too, sam won her bet, Im so proud of you, lol, and Deanna was all over Alex which made me happy, cause that meens that i dont have to worry about him making a move with me off guard...AGAIN! hmm i talked to dennis today.. he sounds so cute on the phone, i get to work tomorro on Halloween, im excited, cause i get to dress up, lol, but yea...
"Patience wayne, Patience, remember your puzzle box"
"Shes gunna fight my battles for me"
"Roy O'Bannon will not go down... your bad weather, your perverted killers, you SPOTTED DICK!"
"I dont call him Roy O'Bannon, i call him Roy O'Bologna"
"His samon doesnt swim upright, he shoots blanks" ....lmao
"Bye Bye"
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| and then there was LIGHT! |
[28 Oct 2005|12:48pm] |
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So, today is gunna b a good day,... i got up, lol, im gunna try my hardest to go c Saw 2 today, with sam hopefully, if only she would pick up her fucking phone!!!! (i love u)... big get together tonight at sams house, and i get to get free McDonalds... wOot... but "i got to go i got to go, midgets are paging me..." bye bye (lmao)
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| my life is SoOoOo Fucking great |
[27 Oct 2005|10:48pm] |
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SoOoOo, my life is finally sssoooo good, its great, i regret to inform that sam is having some problems with the love of her life, but hopefully fate will work it out for her... but dennis on the other hand is wonderful, we're not dating, which is fine (even though i want him sssssssooooooo badly), we're just moving slow, and im actaully starting to understand the whole "war of the worlds" thing, he makes his characters dnace for me, what what,...lol, and my job is awesome, and me and deanna are going to go and get our first duo- tattoo next week which will be cool....
"Do you really have 9 toes?" lmao good times with sam and jon...
"I cant believe this guy, im trying to get something to eat and this guys asking me if I've got the clap..."
" no, but perhaps my frined might want some spotted dick."
"LISTEN UP CROTCH STAIN..... BYE BYE"
WoOt... Saw 2 comes out tomorro, i am sOoOo excited...... bye bye
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| Life: after its fucked up, it gets good... |
[05 Sep 2005|04:48pm] |
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sooo, i got my car back last weekend, and it was awesome driving again, and now i can drive to school, im sure it'll get old, but id rather it get old than not have the chance for it to get old,.... make sense???¿¿¿ yea probebly not, but o well, no one understands whats going on in my head... and then today i got my second tattoo, it was awesome, its a pretty star... yep yep,... and im never home, and i feel bad cause aaron keeps trying to talk to me, but i keep blowing him off, and i feel bad, i dont mean to, its just that im always busy, and its gunna get even worse, because i have to get a job,...but other tan that, life has been good, finally, and yea, thats about it...
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| hmm... heres a spoon, eat my ass...lol |
[20 Aug 2005|01:56pm] |
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well, i dont have much to update, im just really bored... i hung out with sam last ngiht, it was fun, i saw pics of Makeshift Romeo (hopefully i spelled that right) they're really hott... but n e ways... im probebly gunna hang out with Aaron tonight,and deanna and noodles... even though noddles smells, lol... o well, yep yep, well i have nothing else to say,.. so ill talk later...
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| Life.... Its finally looking up... |
[10 Aug 2005|07:12pm] |
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So,... im talking to aaron right now... and he just told me that i was lying...lol, but n e ways... he just said he was naked... but yea,... so if you didnt already know, i WAS dating eric, but a week later yea, his girlfriend called me, and yea so now i really hate him, but the thing that made me feel really good, was that i was talking to aaron at the time, and he was like actually there for me, and last night he said the cutest thing, but we wont talk about that... so, schools boring, i wish i could see aaron more, cause im starting to feel really close to him, and shockingly, its not scaring me... im still moving to Illinois though, but i know ill miss him... alot... wow, hes scaring me, he has a perverted side, its kinda hott...i never knew he had such a crazy sexy side...but n e ways, now hes laughing at me...o wow,... so now we're talking about limp hugs... lol, i have no life. but im gunna go... and finish talking to aaron...
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| Life fuckin sucks, but the future looks fan-fuckin-tastic |
[03 Aug 2005|09:12pm] |
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I have no car, which put my life on hold, which sucks ssssssoooooo much ass... but then on the other hand, me and deanna made big plans, i decided...along with deanna that im going to take a vacation for like 2 weeks to Illinois like 2 days after i graduate, and then while we're there, we're gunna look for an apartment, and after that jobs, and we're going to the junior greenville college... so, im soooo excited, i cant wait to see teddy,.... i met him last summer when i went to Illinois, and then we met up this summer, and hes sooo fricken awesome, hes hilarious, i wish i lived closer so we could hang out everyday, but o well, i only have to wait like 10 months, this year will fly by... Thomas asked me out today,...i dont understand people... i said no, i feel bad, but o well.... omg I MISS MY CAR!!!!
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| Too much shit for just one post... |
[28 Jul 2005|06:09pm] |
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Well,... i went to Illinois, and i had the most awesomest time ever, the first dya we were there, we already got invited to a party, and all the guys were sooo nice, actually, everyone was nice...we had dates pretty much every night, for saturday, we ditched the dates for new ones, lol, cause they were boring, and we mostly spent the rest of the time with Teddy and Nick, ... Nick and deanna clicked, and me and Teddy did too, hes awesome, i didnt want to leave him, in fact i had such a good time, that im planning on taking a road trip with deanna the day after grad and we're going back, and im thinking about moving up there,... theres a college in greenville,.... 10 miles from where i was,... i had the best time of my life there... and then reality stepped in, so last night...my second day back in hell (florida) i went bowling with deanna, kim, jeff, eric, and eric's work buddies,... i had a lot of fun then too, and then my moms bf called, and he needed me and dee to help him move furniture, so we went to my house, and we took seperate cars to his house,....well, deanna flew past me, so i started racing her, and we both got pulled over, we were doing 95 in a 45, we didnt get a ticket though,... but we got cuffed, and were put in the back of a cop car, the officer just basically scared the piss out of us... it sucked..... he said he was scared because he had to do 120 on wet pavement to catch up to us... he let us go with a warning,... it was some scary shit,... but now im scared to go see my dad tomorro cause i dont kno whats gunna happen,... im hoping i can kep my car,... but who knos...
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| Can life get much worse?? |
[09 Jul 2005|05:00pm] |
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Well, i cant go n e where today because a fucking Dennis... It didnt even hit us, and for some reason Tyler isnt talking to me, i dont fucking kno, and right now i dont care, i am so tired of caring about shit that doesnt even really matter n e way... i just want to leave, and not come back for a while so i can get my shit straight, it seems like every time i get close to having everything right, someone or something comes along and fucks it all up for me...im excited about going to Illinois next friday, i wish it was tomorro though... i cant wait to leave and see teddy and tye, lol, last time i stole tye's hat,...he probebly doesnt miss it though, o well,...
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| y's it called love if it huts so much?!¿! |
[07 Jul 2005|06:26pm] |
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SoOoOo... this week has been VERY interesting, i cant even get into 4th of July, cause its too long of a story,... short version: 21 yr old hit on my mom, and a 19 yr old hit on me, and me and my mom drank beer together with them... yea, it was good, i saw fireworks...and on top of that,... sunday, i met the hottest guy you could ever imagine... everybody has their perfect ideal person, and i met the perfect guy who has ALL of the physical qualities, it was unbelieveable... hes mean from what i hear, but i'll prolly never see him again, so i'll never kno, his name was Todd, and yea i dont kno how to explain him... all i can say, is...6'2, stringy long dark hair, GREAT body, tattoos, and the most gorgeous green eyes... you could get lost in those eyes...not to b shallow, but he was the most perfect looking guy i have ever seen,...but hes a jerk from what i hear... o well, life goes on...i talked to Jason last night, me him, deanna and mario went to yaht club beach from 11:30pm 2around 2:30, but Jason isnt what i thought, hes really nice and understanding and easy to talk to, but we're just frineds, and thats all it would ever b, i just think that hes really cool, but n e ways...Aaron, its not that i DONT care about you, so stop thinking into it too much, i've just been really busy,... i tried calling today, but you werent there, i cant drop what im doing because you call, so i dont kno... im sorry you feel that way... but i dont kno what you want me to do,... i do want to spend time with you, but its been hard, because im so busy... so yea, stop writing about me in your lj, beacause it starts crap... so yea,...
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